Every day is another day of more disillusion.
I am about to post my CFB picks in the next post... barely had time to even tend to it. However, since Jessica has gone for a short vacation with the girls, last night and tonight will be spent watching CFB. There is only one week left in the regular season of CFB, after that, it's the bowl games and then... well, there will still be a few weeks of NFL left, but after that, it's back to the mundane rest of the year till next August.
The Disillusion
I tried my best returning to Singapore with an open mind.
With every passing day, my mind closes slowly.
Sometimes, I really wonder why I thought I could live here.
Sometimes, I really wonder how everyone else can live here.
Maybe I am feeling it more because I am a government servant... emphasis on "servant".
I don't know.
Maybe one of you who reads this blog can comment.
Why is there so much lip service?
Why are the messages and the actions never consistent?
Why does Singapore really want to grow some more (as in some minister's message)?
Why do we need so many darn foreigners to do the blue collar jobs?
(I actually have a ton to say about that last question. However, I made a promise to myself not to go political in this blog... so, I will just ask the question and keep the rest of my thoughts to myself.)
Why the hell are people so rude and impatient here?
WHY THE F**K ARE THERE SOOOOO MANY HOOKERS IN SINGAPORE???
Why should a student be kicked out of school because he/she (and/or his family) cannot afford the school fees? All this while some GOVERNMENT SERVANTS are making a ton of money...
(I also have a ton to say about this, but will definitely shut up and let you read into this yourselves.)
Why is everything so "protected"? I did it, I won't share it with you. You can do it yourself and we will just waste/double the resources to do things. And I am not talking about a student project here. I am talking about entire f**king departments that are basically identical, won't share resources and collaborate. And they are just basically extremely effective ways of job creation and wastage of time, manpower and resources.
Sigh... I miss Thanksgiving.
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